Still a long way to go.... but at least the first step is taken....
Al Salamu Alikom
how is everybody?
Well, this is going to be the first thought to be posted on this blog ;)
You know when all your life you just walk down a long path, not knowing what's supposed to be your role in life!! you just move, step by step, from stage to stage, you don't think, you don't stop to look back, you just go on and on.
You don't wonder, you don't feel something is missing, simply coz you feel nothing could be done, you're such a very ordinary person, what possibly could you add to the world?! can you do anything great?! of course you're not going to invent something or discover a new phenomenon, or even state a theorem!! deep down inside of you you feel you're so ordinary, so useless, so.....
But suddenly... You're sick of it, you just don't like your uselessness any more, you hate the thought of coming to the world and leaving it without adding anything? would you accept that? would you accept to be a ZERO in the history of mankind?!
No, you just won't, you have to do something, have to add up into the world, make a difference, contribute to the well being of man kind....
So, you start searching, working hard, trying to get out the best in you, use it to serve humanity, and serve your religion, you ask God hardly to help you serve him in the best way he'd like
رب هب لى من لدنك عملا صالحا يقربنى إليك
God is here, beside you, He hears your calls, feels your confusion, and He's soo merciful and caring, loves you and cares for you, he won't leave you like this...
So, he sends you a great gift, a thing you never thought you can serve Him with, but you can never do better in any other place, you love what you're doing now, now you can feel you're imprtant, now you can feel you're doing something useful, now you're serving manking and serving religion, now you're not a ZERO!
And now, all you wish for, is that God would accept what you're doing and grant you sincerity...
اللهم اجعل عملى كله صالحا, و لوجهك خالصا, و لا تجعل لأحد فيه شىء, و تقبله منى بقبول حسن.
