As worried as ever...
Don't know what happened, couple of hrs ago I was feeling good, now I feel as bad as one can be!
Just got to know a friend of mine is sick, I found it really strange, coz I've been feeling the same too, haven't eaten in like 48 hrs, except maybe drank a glass of 7up, thu I know I should eat, and thu I'm feeling week, I totally lost my appetite, I sat down to eat lunch with my family, with the first spoonful of soup I was about to throw up, and this sesnation crawled all over me again, so I just pushed the bowl away and watched them eating.
I came back to my PC, opened the books and the program, started studying, trying very hard to concentrate (damn it J! tomorrow is ur exam!) when my mobile started ringing, I went to check who is it and was like :raise eyebrow: I thought it was scary, coz actually I was expecting this phone call, I woke up today and had a feeling I'd receive it! and strangily enough it was for the same reason I thought it'd be! I don't know what to think, I thought the caller's request was quite nice, and useful at the same time, I hung up, promising I'd call back.
I called my friend, told her all about it, and she was like, u should be happy, but I'm sick worried, on the verge of breaking into tears and fighting it back is making me feel even worse.
She told me just forget everything, and study for God's sake! stop checking blogs, they're not included in the exam u know! but I just can't stop worrying about my sick friend :( and wondering about this phone call.
Isha is up, I'll just go take a hot shower, maybe it'll make me relax a bit, I'll go pray and ask Allah for peace of mind and soul, and make dua for my sick friend..
Prayers needed as ever!!
Oh Allah! I need you now more than ever!
J
Just got to know a friend of mine is sick, I found it really strange, coz I've been feeling the same too, haven't eaten in like 48 hrs, except maybe drank a glass of 7up, thu I know I should eat, and thu I'm feeling week, I totally lost my appetite, I sat down to eat lunch with my family, with the first spoonful of soup I was about to throw up, and this sesnation crawled all over me again, so I just pushed the bowl away and watched them eating.
I came back to my PC, opened the books and the program, started studying, trying very hard to concentrate (damn it J! tomorrow is ur exam!) when my mobile started ringing, I went to check who is it and was like :raise eyebrow: I thought it was scary, coz actually I was expecting this phone call, I woke up today and had a feeling I'd receive it! and strangily enough it was for the same reason I thought it'd be! I don't know what to think, I thought the caller's request was quite nice, and useful at the same time, I hung up, promising I'd call back.
I called my friend, told her all about it, and she was like, u should be happy, but I'm sick worried, on the verge of breaking into tears and fighting it back is making me feel even worse.
She told me just forget everything, and study for God's sake! stop checking blogs, they're not included in the exam u know! but I just can't stop worrying about my sick friend :( and wondering about this phone call.
Isha is up, I'll just go take a hot shower, maybe it'll make me relax a bit, I'll go pray and ask Allah for peace of mind and soul, and make dua for my sick friend..
Prayers needed as ever!!
Oh Allah! I need you now more than ever!
J
Assalamo Allaki J,
Shouldn't've slept as now your all cranky, upset, derpresses,worried and living in oblivion! Couldn't help it though, I'd been up for a good 35 hrs!(you could tell I'm not kidding after reading my last comment,trying to fit 3 different sentences into just one n it came out with all those horrific structural and grammatical stupidities).I've got classes tomorrow and I'm not event close to having worked through the required assignments, but I'm still sorry I slept!!!!
Keep the prayers going and the poetry. You'll be coming across some serious stuff and, well, I might not be very resourceful but poetry -next to Allah- is.
Hope you stay focused. I'm thrilled you might just be passing your exam tomorrow;)
I've prayed for you -both really-after fajr(hopefully that's mean to be more significant than the hour by hour, blog to blog praying experience).
Love you and can't help worrying!
Praying and praying and praying and can never stop praying!
DM
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