Dreaming....
Hmm, where did I stop? yeah... got back home yesterday, broke my fast and blogged then went to bed, was extremely exhausted....
Woke up at 12, prayed 3isha then logged in, read some blogs which made me feel happy.... hmm, should I tell them what really happened today and spoil their mood or leave them optimistic and cheerful?! hmm, no I think I should tell them what really happened, they should get the full picture and know what they're up against..... so I wrote a looong email and sent it.
Chatted a bit with haji, trying to keep my mind off things, I'm not that worried, coz actually I was expecting a worse reaction, and what happened is actually very good by my father's terms, so alhamdulillah!
A friend logged in at 4, I was expecting they would, and knew what they wanted to talk about, I tried to comfort them a bit, told them it's waaaay better than I expected so we should be grateful it's not worse.... got to know there's a double booking on friday, felt really bad about this and was nearly crying to my cousin in the other window :s but they assured me it's gonna be fine isA (I hope!) .... the convo was directed to my cousin, and my friend started telling me how bad he wants to read the poem she wrote, actually my cousin wanted to blog it but I was like NO WAY! kept telling me they really wanna read it and would give anything for it, so we made a deal we'd exchange poems, and we did......
Prayed fajr and went to bed, woke up at 8 pm, remembering all the dreams I had, I never had more than one dream in one night, but this night I can't really remember how many dreams I had, some were really nice, some were funny, but all about one person... I woke up and was like, how far is this real? maybe it's all a dream at the end of the day, I've been dreaming a lot lately, then I was like 'concentrate J' and I realized it's not all a dream, it's actually real and is actually happening!
Went to bed again, woke up at 2, prayed then checked some blogs, I'm so gonna kill doudi!!! :@ she's officially on my list, I can't beleive what she's doing!
Now waiting for an important call, let's hope dad won't mind changing his plans and would stay here for the week end! Ya Raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaab!!
prayers needed people
WS
J
Woke up at 12, prayed 3isha then logged in, read some blogs which made me feel happy.... hmm, should I tell them what really happened today and spoil their mood or leave them optimistic and cheerful?! hmm, no I think I should tell them what really happened, they should get the full picture and know what they're up against..... so I wrote a looong email and sent it.
Chatted a bit with haji, trying to keep my mind off things, I'm not that worried, coz actually I was expecting a worse reaction, and what happened is actually very good by my father's terms, so alhamdulillah!
A friend logged in at 4, I was expecting they would, and knew what they wanted to talk about, I tried to comfort them a bit, told them it's waaaay better than I expected so we should be grateful it's not worse.... got to know there's a double booking on friday, felt really bad about this and was nearly crying to my cousin in the other window :s but they assured me it's gonna be fine isA (I hope!) .... the convo was directed to my cousin, and my friend started telling me how bad he wants to read the poem she wrote, actually my cousin wanted to blog it but I was like NO WAY! kept telling me they really wanna read it and would give anything for it, so we made a deal we'd exchange poems, and we did......
Prayed fajr and went to bed, woke up at 8 pm, remembering all the dreams I had, I never had more than one dream in one night, but this night I can't really remember how many dreams I had, some were really nice, some were funny, but all about one person... I woke up and was like, how far is this real? maybe it's all a dream at the end of the day, I've been dreaming a lot lately, then I was like 'concentrate J' and I realized it's not all a dream, it's actually real and is actually happening!
Went to bed again, woke up at 2, prayed then checked some blogs, I'm so gonna kill doudi!!! :@ she's officially on my list, I can't beleive what she's doing!
Now waiting for an important call, let's hope dad won't mind changing his plans and would stay here for the week end! Ya Raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaab!!
prayers needed people
WS
J
