If I didn't have you...
I know I haven't been blogging in a decnet way lately. but couldn't help but blog now... had to take it off my chest if I want to have any studying or work done...
Sitting in bed now, reading some convos, sad I know! but it became like a ritual to me, I have to read any convo at least twice before I can move on, and start studying or anything.. 3asy al 7ellany singing his heart out, beautiful lyrics.. amazing actually!
شوق الصحارى للمطر
شوق الليالى للقمر
شوقى لك ما ينتهى
مثل الشمس يكوى الحجر
شوق الثلج يلقى الدفا
شوق المنهنه للغفا
و الشوق يندهنى كفى
ما يحتمل شوقك بشر
شوق الأسير يعود حر على الربوع
شوق المهاجر يحلم بيوم الرجوع
شوق العيون الدايبة تحت الدموع
شوق الضرير اللى ما درى كيف البصر
شوق النحل لمروج ورد ملونين
شوق الربابة اللى انقطع فيها العنين
تنده وترها اللى ما لها غيره وتر
I can already hear doudi saying, snap out of it girl, u ain't doing urself any good.. me: *shrugs*
I was reading an old convo with some friend, I was asking him to end the whole thing, and not mention it to me again, as it's quite impossible.. and he agreed with me...
Strange isn't it? what would've happened if it really ended that day, and didn't choose to happen against my will? what would've happened if things didn't develop the way they did? what would've happened if I didn't have you? let's write a list :p
Will:
1- Get more studying done (studying isn't everything u know! :p)
2- Concentrate on my graduation project
3- Get some A-related work done so that Saint won't kill me (make dua for him!)
4- Get my sleeping schedule back to normal (u wish!)
5- Buy any outfit I like, even if it's not blue (I love blue anyway!)
6- Talk about other issues, that aren't related to the JBproject (like what? :raise eyebrow:)
Won't:
1- Need my bro's anti-addiction therapy (he doesn't have time for me anyway!)
2- Jump on my feet everytime I receive a txt
3- Download every single love song I know
4- Cry over romantic movies
5- Stay logged-in 24/7 and talk for 7 consecutive hrs without even noticing it
6- Stop answering the phone for fear that a certain person might be on the other end
7- Worry too much
8- Have 10 dreams per night
9- Walk around the house with a stupid dreamy smile on my face
10- Turn around myself while walking in the street or city stars
11- Blush at a stupid rate :raise eyebrow:
12- Hate stewardesses :p
13- Be jealous of optimist :p
14- Have a beautiful thought to take my mind off annoying things that happen everyday
15- Realize how Allah has been so generous to me
16- Fast everyday just to make duaa that it'd to work out
17- Have a forced blog :p
18- Feel the pain of missing someone
19- Read out convos and blogs for the millionth time, and print them out (u r sad girl! :raise eyebrow:)
Hmm, do you think the reasons mentioned above are worth making me give it up? I don't think so ;)
Duas for tomorrow's exam people
WS
J
Sitting in bed now, reading some convos, sad I know! but it became like a ritual to me, I have to read any convo at least twice before I can move on, and start studying or anything.. 3asy al 7ellany singing his heart out, beautiful lyrics.. amazing actually!
شوق الصحارى للمطر
شوق الليالى للقمر
شوقى لك ما ينتهى
مثل الشمس يكوى الحجر
شوق الثلج يلقى الدفا
شوق المنهنه للغفا
و الشوق يندهنى كفى
ما يحتمل شوقك بشر
شوق الأسير يعود حر على الربوع
شوق المهاجر يحلم بيوم الرجوع
شوق العيون الدايبة تحت الدموع
شوق الضرير اللى ما درى كيف البصر
شوق النحل لمروج ورد ملونين
شوق الربابة اللى انقطع فيها العنين
تنده وترها اللى ما لها غيره وتر
I can already hear doudi saying, snap out of it girl, u ain't doing urself any good.. me: *shrugs*
I was reading an old convo with some friend, I was asking him to end the whole thing, and not mention it to me again, as it's quite impossible.. and he agreed with me...
Strange isn't it? what would've happened if it really ended that day, and didn't choose to happen against my will? what would've happened if things didn't develop the way they did? what would've happened if I didn't have you? let's write a list :p
Will:
1- Get more studying done (studying isn't everything u know! :p)
2- Concentrate on my graduation project
3- Get some A-related work done so that Saint won't kill me (make dua for him!)
4- Get my sleeping schedule back to normal (u wish!)
5- Buy any outfit I like, even if it's not blue (I love blue anyway!)
6- Talk about other issues, that aren't related to the JBproject (like what? :raise eyebrow:)
Won't:
1- Need my bro's anti-addiction therapy (he doesn't have time for me anyway!)
2- Jump on my feet everytime I receive a txt
3- Download every single love song I know
4- Cry over romantic movies
5- Stay logged-in 24/7 and talk for 7 consecutive hrs without even noticing it
6- Stop answering the phone for fear that a certain person might be on the other end
7- Worry too much
8- Have 10 dreams per night
9- Walk around the house with a stupid dreamy smile on my face
10- Turn around myself while walking in the street or city stars
11- Blush at a stupid rate :raise eyebrow:
12- Hate stewardesses :p
13- Be jealous of optimist :p
14- Have a beautiful thought to take my mind off annoying things that happen everyday
15- Realize how Allah has been so generous to me
16- Fast everyday just to make duaa that it'd to work out
17- Have a forced blog :p
18- Feel the pain of missing someone
19- Read out convos and blogs for the millionth time, and print them out (u r sad girl! :raise eyebrow:)
Hmm, do you think the reasons mentioned above are worth making me give it up? I don't think so ;)
Duas for tomorrow's exam people
WS
J
Assalamo Allikom J,
That really made me laugh! DLS, sad ain't it?!
Good luck with tomorrow!
Go kick some ass! (or are you gonna have yours kicked?! :P)
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