Tuesday 20th
It's 4 am now, woke up yesterday at 10 am, got dressed really quickly to go to college... logged in b4 I left to check my emails and blogs but nothing new :s
Went down, a lesson to be learned, check the weather before u leave the house, it might be reaaaaally cold and u r only dressed in a sweatshirt or so! :s
On the way to college got out my notes and started revising... damn! I need to get him off my mind!! thought I'd call any of my friends and would take it out on her! called Southwind and she got really sick of me... 'go get a life girl!!' :ehem: ok 8-)
Got to college at about 12 pm, started the section, ok, cool.. I'm concentrating alhamdulillah... it's 2 pm, we took a break, same problem again, called Southwind who was about to kill me this time!
Did I tell u guys before I hate my college and colleagues? (I probably did) well, I do now even more, I beleive joining this department was a big ibtila2, Allah wants to see for how long am I gonna be able to keep my faith strong, and remain steadfast infront of these 20 colleagues of mine!! I really can't wait till I graduate and get the hell out of their faces!! they probably know I can't stand them, they even call me an outsider coz I don't really mingle with them or anything.. in the break they were all like, let's all write sth for each others as a memory to last 8-) ok!! I just wrote to every single one of them, 'may Allah bless u, grant u sincerity and steadfastness and help u serve Him in the right way' they'd take their paper, look at it and would be like Ameen ya 7agga!! (in a sarcastic manner ofcourse)!!
Started the section again, till it was 6 or sth :shattered: on the way back home, started writing this poem I just blogged, it's not a poem actually, it sucks as a poem, it's more of a prose, some feelings inside of me that need to get out really badly!!
Got home, WOW!! I'm in love with the new arabesque decorations dad just added!! I'm totally speechless, I stood there for like 10 mins looking at them and the only thing I can think about is how much Bedouin is gonna like them when he sees them!
Mum got me sth to eat while I was on, checked my blogs and emails but nothing new.. :s why am I no surprised?! it's so like them!! Al's wife logged in and started talking to me, and I made the most stupid mistake ever : *pasting*
me: both names actually rhyme :P
me: oppss, umm, wrong window, just ignore ^o)
her: it does rhyme actually ;)
me: $ I was writing this in another window 8-)
her: *continuing what she was saying before and then...* so what's with the name rhyming?!! :-o
her: caught u red handed! ;)
me: I was writing this in another window and got mixed up 8-)
her: well, it was meant to come for me
her: you couldn't keep it away from me
her: maybe tried but it didn't work out ;)
me: I thought u already knew 8-)
her: may have ;)
her: u know, he's got a sister whose name is close to urs, so everytime I talk to Al about u I'd call u by her name and he'd correct me
me: what?!! everytime??!! u guys discuss me??!! :-o *as if I don't know they do! :p*
her: not really (a)
anyway, I'd probably find this in the headlines of the first page in A. newspaper by tomorrow morning 8-)
Saint talked to me for a while, he was really excited about opening their new office soon, he kept talking about their dreams, how much they wanna do, how they're full of plans and hopes for a better future, I love their spirit! it's amazing! then he told me to email him about how many staff we'd want in the new offic, staff for the internet, staff for the office itself, etc... this is going to be fun!;)
I went to bed by 11, totally shattered, I've only slept for like 3 hrs the night before....
woke up at about 3:30 am, no alarm or anything, just an urge to check my mob, thu I didn't hear it ringing or anything, checked it and found a txt, replied it while blogging this...
Well, that was all... prayers needed people for tomorrow's exam!!
WS
J
Went down, a lesson to be learned, check the weather before u leave the house, it might be reaaaaally cold and u r only dressed in a sweatshirt or so! :s
On the way to college got out my notes and started revising... damn! I need to get him off my mind!! thought I'd call any of my friends and would take it out on her! called Southwind and she got really sick of me... 'go get a life girl!!' :ehem: ok 8-)
Got to college at about 12 pm, started the section, ok, cool.. I'm concentrating alhamdulillah... it's 2 pm, we took a break, same problem again, called Southwind who was about to kill me this time!
Did I tell u guys before I hate my college and colleagues? (I probably did) well, I do now even more, I beleive joining this department was a big ibtila2, Allah wants to see for how long am I gonna be able to keep my faith strong, and remain steadfast infront of these 20 colleagues of mine!! I really can't wait till I graduate and get the hell out of their faces!! they probably know I can't stand them, they even call me an outsider coz I don't really mingle with them or anything.. in the break they were all like, let's all write sth for each others as a memory to last 8-) ok!! I just wrote to every single one of them, 'may Allah bless u, grant u sincerity and steadfastness and help u serve Him in the right way' they'd take their paper, look at it and would be like Ameen ya 7agga!! (in a sarcastic manner ofcourse)!!
Started the section again, till it was 6 or sth :shattered: on the way back home, started writing this poem I just blogged, it's not a poem actually, it sucks as a poem, it's more of a prose, some feelings inside of me that need to get out really badly!!
Got home, WOW!! I'm in love with the new arabesque decorations dad just added!! I'm totally speechless, I stood there for like 10 mins looking at them and the only thing I can think about is how much Bedouin is gonna like them when he sees them!
Mum got me sth to eat while I was on, checked my blogs and emails but nothing new.. :s why am I no surprised?! it's so like them!! Al's wife logged in and started talking to me, and I made the most stupid mistake ever : *pasting*
me: both names actually rhyme :P
me: oppss, umm, wrong window, just ignore ^o)
her: it does rhyme actually ;)
me: $ I was writing this in another window 8-)
her: *continuing what she was saying before and then...* so what's with the name rhyming?!! :-o
her: caught u red handed! ;)
me: I was writing this in another window and got mixed up 8-)
her: well, it was meant to come for me
her: you couldn't keep it away from me
her: maybe tried but it didn't work out ;)
me: I thought u already knew 8-)
her: may have ;)
her: u know, he's got a sister whose name is close to urs, so everytime I talk to Al about u I'd call u by her name and he'd correct me
me: what?!! everytime??!! u guys discuss me??!! :-o *as if I don't know they do! :p*
her: not really (a)
anyway, I'd probably find this in the headlines of the first page in A. newspaper by tomorrow morning 8-)
Saint talked to me for a while, he was really excited about opening their new office soon, he kept talking about their dreams, how much they wanna do, how they're full of plans and hopes for a better future, I love their spirit! it's amazing! then he told me to email him about how many staff we'd want in the new offic, staff for the internet, staff for the office itself, etc... this is going to be fun!;)
I went to bed by 11, totally shattered, I've only slept for like 3 hrs the night before....
woke up at about 3:30 am, no alarm or anything, just an urge to check my mob, thu I didn't hear it ringing or anything, checked it and found a txt, replied it while blogging this...
Well, that was all... prayers needed people for tomorrow's exam!!
WS
J
