Screwed up but happy still!
What a loooooong, messy, and yet happy day....
I woke up at 1 pm, me and my friend started getting ready for college, we were in such a hurry coz we were going to miss the section, so we just got dressed, prayed dhuhr, and printed out the stuff we've been working on all night.... I checked my email accounts and blogs but nothing new... :(
Before we left the room dad came in and told me he called this friend of his, a writer that some of our friends wanted to do some business with him, I was so happy he managed to get them an appointment with him.. he told me next week, but I told him that they'd probably be out of cairo, so he askedme if I have their numbers so that they'd call them up.... my dad is great! :D
We went down, I was so happy and excited that things were going really well alhamdulillah, I called a friend of mine to tell her and she was like WOW! I was in a very happy mood... then my college friend got really furious and starting shouting :
- I can't beleive u!
- What's ur problem?
- You're ignoring me and talking on the phone
- What, what's the problem with a phone call ya3ny, it's not like i've been talking for hours
- Well, u could at least pay attention to me, make me feel I exist
- What??? and me talking on the phone makes u feel that u don't exist
- Yeah, I mean we were staying over at ur house, u r supposed to treat me in a better way
- What!! better way??? (no one in college treats her the way I do!)
- Yeah, u didn't even offer me sth to drink when we woke up
- :STUNNED: what?! my parents did, and I thought we were in a 'hurry' coz the lecture started, what the hell r u talking about, I don't think u have ever received a kinder and more generous treatment in any house before.
- You're so selfish and rude
- You aren't allowed to call me that, u r not my mum,
- I'm not staying over at your house again
- Then don't!
I just ignored her after she made me really furious, and spolied the happy mood I was in, I don't understand her problem, she just burst keda with no prewarning or anything, I just took my book out and started reading while totally ignoring her...
As soon as we were at college we went up to our professor's office to submit the background chapter of our graduation project, and as we expected, and as he always says, this isn't enough, u r being lazy, blah blah blah.... me and my friend got furious, and we were like, ok! we've done our best, u r not even helping, u aren't giving us any guidance, if u don't like our work just tell us what to do!
I'm not telling u what to do
and we're not taking more of that!
ok, just go to the head of department then and tell him ur prob.
We went to him, talked it over with him, and agreed we're gonna change our project, now the slightest of probs remains, which project??!
Sitting in the section, my friend talking to me in her 'polite' way, I can't even concentrate, I'm so furious and mad at her to the extent that I was going to cry, I felt so humiliated sb was talking to me like that, and I actually felt I'm getting sick because of this, gonna faint or sth, I remember the first time I ever got into a hospital was after a fight I had with a friend of mine in school when we were in 2nd prep, I got really upset from her to the extent that I couldn't take it in and had to go to the hospital... so basically I'm not gonna let my friend do that again to me, I let her babble and babble on, and then I found myself, grabbing my bag, shouting at her 'u don't talk to me like this, it's not ur right, u watch ur words' then I stormed out of the section while people were still explaining, I didn't care if that sounded really odd! all I cared for is that I wanna get the hell out of her face right now!
I went to the mosque, prayed ma'3rib and made duaa, sat there for a while trying to relax, then called my cousin, she was really nice and supportive, after we hung up she sent me the sweetest txt ever, made me cheer up instantly, she reminded me of a bliss I have now in my life, a bliss I consider myself so lucky to have...
As soon as I got out of college, and on my way back, I started thinking about other stuff, and as soon as all these pleasent thoughts and dreams started to combine in my mind I felt sooo happy and I totally forgot about my friend and her fight with me, in similar occassions I'd have probably be devastated and would cry for days about this, but I just have another wonderful thing going on now that'd keep my mind off anything unpleasent!
I got back home, called Iythy, her mum told me she wasn't there, then she asked me about thursday and if it went well or not, and asked if my parents liked them or not, she's such a sweetheart, maybe I'd borrow her till this thing is over then return her back to Iythy :D
I logged in to check my emails and bloggs and see who is on, but nothing new :s
Started watching Kate and Leopold which I downloaded yesterday, I LOVE this movie, I remember first time I watched it I was staying over at my cousins' we were all sitting on the bed and watching it, and each time Hugh Jackman would make one of his noble and decent acts we'd all be aweing! we told each others that if any of us got engaged the others would make her fiance watch this movie, maybe he'd learn from Hugh Jackman! :D
My finals are starting next week, prayers people!!
WS
J
I woke up at 1 pm, me and my friend started getting ready for college, we were in such a hurry coz we were going to miss the section, so we just got dressed, prayed dhuhr, and printed out the stuff we've been working on all night.... I checked my email accounts and blogs but nothing new... :(
Before we left the room dad came in and told me he called this friend of his, a writer that some of our friends wanted to do some business with him, I was so happy he managed to get them an appointment with him.. he told me next week, but I told him that they'd probably be out of cairo, so he askedme if I have their numbers so that they'd call them up.... my dad is great! :D
We went down, I was so happy and excited that things were going really well alhamdulillah, I called a friend of mine to tell her and she was like WOW! I was in a very happy mood... then my college friend got really furious and starting shouting :
- I can't beleive u!
- What's ur problem?
- You're ignoring me and talking on the phone
- What, what's the problem with a phone call ya3ny, it's not like i've been talking for hours
- Well, u could at least pay attention to me, make me feel I exist
- What??? and me talking on the phone makes u feel that u don't exist
- Yeah, I mean we were staying over at ur house, u r supposed to treat me in a better way
- What!! better way??? (no one in college treats her the way I do!)
- Yeah, u didn't even offer me sth to drink when we woke up
- :STUNNED: what?! my parents did, and I thought we were in a 'hurry' coz the lecture started, what the hell r u talking about, I don't think u have ever received a kinder and more generous treatment in any house before.
- You're so selfish and rude
- You aren't allowed to call me that, u r not my mum,
- I'm not staying over at your house again
- Then don't!
I just ignored her after she made me really furious, and spolied the happy mood I was in, I don't understand her problem, she just burst keda with no prewarning or anything, I just took my book out and started reading while totally ignoring her...
As soon as we were at college we went up to our professor's office to submit the background chapter of our graduation project, and as we expected, and as he always says, this isn't enough, u r being lazy, blah blah blah.... me and my friend got furious, and we were like, ok! we've done our best, u r not even helping, u aren't giving us any guidance, if u don't like our work just tell us what to do!
I'm not telling u what to do
and we're not taking more of that!
ok, just go to the head of department then and tell him ur prob.
We went to him, talked it over with him, and agreed we're gonna change our project, now the slightest of probs remains, which project??!
Sitting in the section, my friend talking to me in her 'polite' way, I can't even concentrate, I'm so furious and mad at her to the extent that I was going to cry, I felt so humiliated sb was talking to me like that, and I actually felt I'm getting sick because of this, gonna faint or sth, I remember the first time I ever got into a hospital was after a fight I had with a friend of mine in school when we were in 2nd prep, I got really upset from her to the extent that I couldn't take it in and had to go to the hospital... so basically I'm not gonna let my friend do that again to me, I let her babble and babble on, and then I found myself, grabbing my bag, shouting at her 'u don't talk to me like this, it's not ur right, u watch ur words' then I stormed out of the section while people were still explaining, I didn't care if that sounded really odd! all I cared for is that I wanna get the hell out of her face right now!
I went to the mosque, prayed ma'3rib and made duaa, sat there for a while trying to relax, then called my cousin, she was really nice and supportive, after we hung up she sent me the sweetest txt ever, made me cheer up instantly, she reminded me of a bliss I have now in my life, a bliss I consider myself so lucky to have...
As soon as I got out of college, and on my way back, I started thinking about other stuff, and as soon as all these pleasent thoughts and dreams started to combine in my mind I felt sooo happy and I totally forgot about my friend and her fight with me, in similar occassions I'd have probably be devastated and would cry for days about this, but I just have another wonderful thing going on now that'd keep my mind off anything unpleasent!
I got back home, called Iythy, her mum told me she wasn't there, then she asked me about thursday and if it went well or not, and asked if my parents liked them or not, she's such a sweetheart, maybe I'd borrow her till this thing is over then return her back to Iythy :D
I logged in to check my emails and bloggs and see who is on, but nothing new :s
Started watching Kate and Leopold which I downloaded yesterday, I LOVE this movie, I remember first time I watched it I was staying over at my cousins' we were all sitting on the bed and watching it, and each time Hugh Jackman would make one of his noble and decent acts we'd all be aweing! we told each others that if any of us got engaged the others would make her fiance watch this movie, maybe he'd learn from Hugh Jackman! :D
My finals are starting next week, prayers people!!
WS
J
